Chapter 10
Aunt Cynthia doesn’t come into my room all night, which honestly surprises me. I fall asleep with an uneasy pit in my stomach. No texts come from the group chat either. In a way, that made me more nervous. I woke up and didn’t know what to do. I didn’t want to go downstairs because I didn’t want Aunt Cynthia to see my face. So I sat there, on my bed. I was already late for school, I looked like a mess, and I had the worst friend problem ever. I was hungry and angry, and I didn’t want to stand up.
Finally, I heard a knock on my bedroom door. I sat the other way, opposite from the door.
“Kateri,” I hear her voice. Traitor.
I don’t reply. Even if I smelt breakfast follow Aunt Cynthia.
So she didn’t forget about me.
I heard the door creak open. She let herself inside. And then I couldn’t take it anymore, I turned around. Aunt Cynthia was carrying a tray of eggs, waffles, and a little cup of soup. She had her hair down and a soft expression on her face. Aunt Cynthia wore her home pants. It was nice to see her, but there was no way I was going to tell her that.
I didn’t even know how I looked. My hair was probably a bird’s nest, and my face was blotchy red from all the crying.
Aunt Cynthia sets down the tray, and sits next to me. I don’t move.
“I’m sorry for telling Lily’s mom and your friends about you being..” she took a breath. I didn’t stop her, “homeschooled.”
When I said nothing, Aunt Cynthia just said, “I assumed you told them.”
Finally, I felt like saying something. “I didn’t,” was all I said. My voice was raspy from the crying.
“Why not?” She spoke softly, trying to meet my gaze.
I sniffed, “because,” oh no. More tears. “I didn’t want them to think I’m stupid,” I sob again.
“Why would they think that? True friends accept you for who you are,” Aunt Cynthia said.
“I was scared,” I admit, “but lying was so wrong,” I add.
Truth is, I wasn’t only mad at Aunt Cynthia. I was angry with myself, too. True friends also don’t lie to each other. It messed everything up. I messed everything up.
Aunt Cynthia watched the thoughts pass through my head and watched me cry. I’m glad she didn’t say anything.
Once I calmed myself down, Aunt Cynthia grabbed my hand. “Y’know, the best friendships always go through flaws.”
I was so thirsty, “yes but,” I didn’t know what to say. “What do I do?”
“I think you should apologize,” Aunt Cynthia said.
“But I don’t wanna go to school,” I sounded like a baby.
“Kateri,” I looked at my aunt. She looked tired. Tired of me probably.
“You’re gonna have to go to school,” Aunt Cynthia squeezed my hand. I knew she was right. I needed to fix this.
“I’ll let you get dressed and eat. Meet me downstairs, I’ll drive you,” she pats my leg.
“I’m already late,” I sniff.
“It’s okay,” she whispers.
Then my auntie leaves and I take my time eating and getting dressed. I do it with a tied stomach, I feel all the emotions all at once. Anger, sadness, depression, stressed but most of all, hopeful.
Then I came across a thought. One about Abigail. Would she be mad at me if I lied to her?
Brushing out my hair was a disaster. When it was half decent, I weaved my hair into sloppy braids. At this point, I didn’t care.
I meet Aunt Cynthia downstairs and she grabs the keys. We don’t really talk, most of it is just me about to be sick. I’ve never really had a fight with a friend. Or a disagreement. To be fair though, I’ve never really had a true friend. What will Lily, Amber and Maria think? How was I going to say sorry?
When we arrive at the school, I feel like vomiting all over the car. But instead, I take a deep breath and open the car door.
“I’ll see you after school,” Aunt Cynthia says out the window.
“Okay,” I can barely hear myself talk. My head was too foggy with thoughts. I walk through the empty parking lot. Once I enter the office, I say that I’m late.
The secretary gives me a late slip. It was around 9, which meant I had to go to Geometry.
Oh no. Lily’s in that class.
I walk slowly through the halls, and when I reach the classroom, I see Miss. Gomez’s face first, my Geometry teacher. I walk in awkwardly, and the whole class turns their head to look at me. I felt like sinking down into the floor. But I just stood there. The only person who didn’t meet my gaze was Lily, it’s like she sensed me coming in. I walked over to my usual spot – which was beside Lily. I felt like I was walking toward a fire. She didn’t look at me, but had a very neutral expression.
For now, I opened up my Geometry notebook with shaky hands. Miss Gomez was flipping through something at her desk.
Just then, I heard something crinkle under my desk. It sounded like paper. I looked down. It was a note.
A note from Lily.
I unfolded it with sweaty hands, and saw her perfectly spaced out writing on it.
What happened last night? Why’d you lie to us?
I had so many answers, but just then, my mind went blank.
I flip the note over and write:
I’m sorry I lied. I was being an idiot.
She scribbled something back and for a second, I thought Miss Gomez saw us. I glance down.
Okay but why’d you lie?
I was going to have to tell her the truth. I realized now that I’m humiliating myself even more by lying to them. What a jerk I am.
I was afraid you’d make fun of me.
Lily seemed to know exactly what to write this time.
Thats crazy! I know a ton of people that are homeschooled. You should’ve just told us kat
I write back.
I know. I’m sorry.
Thanks for saying that.
Can we be best friends again?
When Lily reads that note, she just turns to me, smiles and nods.
AWWWWWWW!!!!! I LOVED this chapter!! I love how Kateri and Lily made up in the end — that was so heartfelt!! I’m staying tuned for more! (By the way, I love this story, Julia 😊)
Thanks Alivia!! I’m so glad you like it 🥺 Also, I LOVE your new blog theme!
Kateri admitted that she was wrong and it was not easy. Good writing Julia, congrats
Thanks for reading babcia!